Man I didn't blog for so long. I am really lost now,I know it fails to say something like that,especially when I am a christian,but,I suddenly dont know whats my purpose. OMG.

Share you all a secret.

Have you ever had a celebrity crush? Well most of the people have quite a lot. It just makes you think like,what a great person she is,and how cute and sweet she is. Not forgetting,hope you can be older now maybe? Well,the first time I saw her was on TV ( DUH!). In a singing competition.

She lost her parents at a young age. And she mother left her some piano pieces if Im not wrong. She and her 2 siblings then worked so hard till today. She was singing a song,the lyrics was almost exactly like her life. How she left her town,went to the city herself...How she worked hard and became independant. What touched me so much,and I almost cried,is that she was actually almost going to cry,and a tear came out when the song ended. ( It was 2 minutes maybe? shortened cause its a competition ) Imagine how deep she puts herself into the song,in 2 minutes time can feel so emotional.

I just love soul-type singers like this. Not to say,she has a great smile,and she is very cute. Too bad,20 years old. GG.

I'll find the video now,and post it here. I think you all should watch it,even if you dont understand chinese. See whether you can "feel" it. Also,do correct me if I gave wrong information about her.



There is she. Rachel Liang Wen Yin. :)

Its been looong since I last posted haha. Have been really... preoccupied.

It's so weird when you think of what once boogled you as a kid back then ( 11-12 yrs old )and still not manage to figure it out. As a kid I have always thought,why must our parents leave us one day ( stupid right? ) and why must all of us leave the world? Why can't we just stay here forever? It's kinda dumb I know but sometimes,questions like these can keep me awake for the whole night.

Anyways,have been down to Miri to learn driving. Trial test this week. Then waiting for the real exams. Kinda bored now maybe I'll call some friends later to go and hang out. Or maybe finish "Deception Point" by Dan Brown. Digital Fortress was nice though! :D

Or even start reading on the Economics books Pehin gave me. Come to think about it,a multi-millionaire,one of the richest in Brunei,gives you a economic book. Kinda pressuring isn't it? What if during trainings he asks me what i got for econs test? LOL or whether i finished the book?

Oh wells,guess thats all for now.

Jason
Time will show.

Hey all!

So... Leadership course is finally over.And.... I am now the Treasurer 1(There are 2 treasurer positions) of MD! I am happy because I know a few people voted for me to be YDP (Yang Di Pertua,thats the headboy of the school) and among them,was last year's YDP.I think that would be the best vote I have,from him. :D

Busy catching up will all the homeworks and etc now... Tomorrow I have Accounting test,and I have to treat the further maths class to ideal again! They say if I get my treasurer post I have to treat them. Hahahha...

Its time to continue on my diet,and continue improving in Badminton. Speaking of which,I went to watch St Andrew's Final. It was satisfying,but not... really well played. I would say,worst than expected. Hope they can work hard and win the tournament. I'm also thinking whether I should continue body-building,or start doing cardio and far burning exercises. Somehow Im worrying that I ll bulk up and get heavier. And besides,I dont see the need to be VERY muscular. I think,just muscular would do. But,I can't define muscular =.=" Its like everytime I get stronger,I increase the weights again. LOL.

Before I leave,I'll write a short....opinion?

When you strike a jackpot in the casino,when you feel so awesome,there will always be the ones who spent a lot of money in the casino,and some even bankrupt. When you win a competition,there will be people who lose it. When you get the highest in an exam,there will be people who "didnt get the highest".

So,remember,when you are feeling really sad and down,there will always be someone who is happy out there. So in fact,feeling sad and emo is all good,because it means that at least,there's someone smiling out there. And if that someone smiling out there means a lot to you,isn't it great news?


ZZZ I think im kinda lame lol. These thoughts just came to me so I thought I better write it down. Stupid crab says he likes what I wrote on Love. LOL Choon Sian if you do read,which I dont think you will ( you seldom come online now). Tell me if you d liek this one. LOL xD

(Runs from far)

HEEEEEYYYYYY ALLLL!!!!!!

Sorry I have been busy!!!! REALLLYYY SORRY!

Since the last Thursday. I have been fully packed until now. In fact,I still have to catch up with some h/w. Every lesson teacher's call out my name =.=" Not my fault wah.... I was really really busy... I applied for MP,Majlis Pelajar,and I got it. Only 11 in the whole school, I feel so good haha! Then, I had this leadership course thingy since last thursday. Let me just tell you the times for the course :

Last thursday to this thursday, every school day from 130-430pm. ( Of course I have to skip some classes that ends at 2 )

Friday and Sunday ( 730am-430pm)

Despite the crazy times,it actually ends at 5pm sometimes instead of 430. I had to skip badminton training on Friday to do my homeworks and I still cannot complete all. Sunday,as a result,my gym time was just merely 30 minutes. Finish at 5,reach Jpmc at 5+ almost 6,gym closes at 630pm...

I didnt even have enough sleep on Thursday and Saturday night. All I am looking forward to now is this thursday! Its tomorrow! Come on,I know I can do it...

( Runs away )

P/s. Someone voted me for YDP..... Its so surprising.

Hey all.

Heard the golden jubilee was fun? I didn't go cause i went down to Miri for Magic The Gathering Pre-release,for my first time,I am very happy i didn't get the last position. Everyone there played months if not years. And for the 2nd pre-release,which was in Brunei,i got 6th! xD

Today was fine. Wanted to go cut my hair after school but ended up playing magic,then going to GO club,den went back home. Went to JPMC to gym. Didnt lose any badminton matches today woot. And i realise my weights are increasing! xD

Oh yeah something really cool happened. Last time I had this good friend,who says he/she wants to dress me up,bring me go cut hair,buy shirt etc.... Then at last something tragic happened between us,so it didn't happen. Today,Joon Mann and Dev said exactly the same lol.

Want to bring me go cut hair tmrw? Say want to spike =.=" Then say i dont use specs,get contacts,then even my gyming, Joon Mann is gonna decide what muscles i build and what muscles i dont,they say what cannot be too huge lah girls dont like lah wtf.... Then say i cannot eat protein rich foods like milk,cheese,to bulk up cause im getting too big soon. o.O

Should'nt have told them to send me THERE. =.=""""'

I hope they dont change me too much lol.

thats all for now.

This is one of the songs I love the most. The song sounds nice,but the nice thing about this song,is actually the lyrics.The singer is a blind person,and he expresses his feelings,a really sad song. Watch the video at

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDU6jebYHd0 (the original singers)

or

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbcJ0QFfPIo (Another singer,Yoga Lin,that sings it very well too.)

The lyrics,chinese characters,pronounciation,then later meaning. Meaning translated by myself,the rest i copied,please excuse my lousy Engrish. LOL.

如果我能看得见
ru guo wo neng kan de jian

If I can see,

就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
jiu neng qing yi de fen bian bai tian hei ye

Then,I can easily differentiate Day and Night

就能准确的在人群中
jiu neng zhun que de zai ren qun zhong

Then I can accurately,in the crowd,

牵住你的手
qian zhu ni de shou

Hold your hands. (awww :( )

如果我能看得见
ru guo wo neng kan de jian

If I can see,

就能驾车带你到处遨游
jiu neng jia che dai ni dao chu ao you

Then,I can drive you around to enjoy

就能惊喜的从背后
jiu neng liang xi de cong bei hou

Then I can surprisingly,from the back,

给你一个拥抱
gei ni yi ge yong bao

Give you a hug. ( :( )

如果我能看得见
ru guo wo neng kan de jian

If I can see,

生命也许完全不同
sheng ming ye xu wan quan bu tong

Maybe my life would be different.

可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
ke neng wo xiang yao de wo xi huan de wo ai de

Maybe what I want,what I like,and what I love,

都不一样
dou bu yi yang

Will not be the same.

眼前的黑不是黑
yan qian de hei bu shi hei

The "black" in front of my eyes,is not the colour of black

你说的白是什么白
ni shuo de bai shi shi me bai

The "white" you always talk about,what does it look like?

人们说的天空蓝
ren men shuo de tian kong lan

The sky-blue people always talk about,

是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
shi wo ji yi zhong na tuan bai yun bei hou de lan tian

Is the blue sky,behind the group of clouds,deep inside my memory

我望向你的脸
wo wang xiang ni de lian

I look towards your face

却只能看见一片虚无
que zhi neng kan jian yi pian xu wu

But all I can see is nothing.

是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
shi bu shi shang di zai wo yan qian zhe zhu le lian

Did God close the "curtain"in front of my eyes,

忘了掀开
wang le xian kai

and forgot to "open" them. ( So figuritive,hais,sad... )

你是我的眼
ni shi wo de yan

You are my eyes

带我领略四季的变换
dai wo ling lve si ji de bian huan

You guide me along the four seasons

你是我的眼
ni shi wo de yan

You are my eyes

带我穿越拥挤的人潮
dai wo chuan yue yong ji de ren chao

You guide me walking across the squeezy group of people

你是我的眼
ni shi wo de yan

You are my eyes

带我阅读浩瀚的书海
dai wo yue du hao han de shu hai

You guide me to read the wide "sea" of books.

因为你是我的眼
yin wei ni shi wo de yan

Because you are my eyes

让我看见这世界
rang wo kan jian zhe shi jie

You let me see that this world,

就在我眼前
jiu zai wo yan qian

Is just right in front of me.


So sad lah.... Listen to the song... Hope you all like it. Thats all. Bye.

Hey all.

I know its been long since i last blogged. Chong san thinks he need to rant,and wen yie agrees too. Have been really really busy. Holidays were fun,spent it at Johor,at Hyatt Hotel. SO BIG THE HOTEL. Then a one day trip at Singapore,and another night at Citytel (Midvalley) KL. Didnt really buy a lot of things this time,only 3 cables. Yeah cables. Two speaker cables,1.5m each,and a 3.5mm stereo-stereo cable,1m. Total 4 metres of cables,you all guess how much?

Rm 1++ LOL. The stereo one is whole silver,and the speaker one is half bronze half silver.

Most expensive cables I ever had. The last cables I had,and i considered very good,was Rm 8 per meter. Thats the canare star-quad cables. Imagine these,compared to those lol.

No time to upload pictures.

School was as usual,had the MPR test for a few subs already and a few more to go. Just now went to badminton club for the first time,in the afternoon,and smashed someone on the neck,ouch. He was rolling and kicking on the floor. I feel bad LOL.

Saw Dennis,Becky,And Jason Tse Tow in school! WELCOME! :)

Guess thats all for now,have some friendly at some jabatan imigression tonight,scary eh? :O PRESSURE!

Gtg now. Bb